This morning I awoke from a restless night. A quick peek out the window revealed snow covered earth and tiny beads of snow falling like confetti. My first response was not my own. I could tell. Dreary, drab and stifled feelings of cabin fever and disdain for nature's blessing. City employees are grumpy about the weather. And I feel it. Collective energy fields come easily to me. Unfortunately.

Dissatisfied with the vibes, I returned to bed after taking a morning piss. Definitely time for an attitude check...

I then dreamt that a young woman and my dad were in my bedroom with me. It was snowing outside, less snow than I woke up to. Pop was kneeling at the foot of my bed with a set of eye shadow makeup, tiny in his large mechanic's hands. He was painting with makeup. A technique I had discovered some months ago while freeboxin' in Crestone. The woman was tall with long brown hair. She stepped out of the room and I conversed with Pop. I was trying to articulate a revelation while playing with the light /fan fixture above the bed. It was broken.

After awakening from that dream I laid in bed. Satisfied with the attitude check. I ching cards reveal deeper insights into the meaning of the dream.

My mood is better than when I woke up first.